I am a soon to be first time mom. My husband and I are expecting out first child, a girl, next February. We are ecstatic, thrilled and petrified. I've also been belly dancing for the last five years of my life and work full time. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at the prospect of caring for another human life!! This journal is a way of venting frustrations....rambling on about random thoughts and trying to make sense of it all!